It’s been 161 days since she said yes to me and let me tell
you my experience. From the first day, I set my eyes on you, you have been all
I can think about. You are my happiness, my joy, my hope. I hold you in my arms
and I feel like I am home. Home went from being a place or a bed to you Muffin.
I know it’s been 24 days since I last wrote to you, this is
not beautiful I have been busy. It’s basically because I have been drawn into
your world and I never want to get out. I never understood or said the words “I
love you” until I met you. Never did I understand those words but you give it
meaning. You are my baby, my life. You are a one human constant in a life
equation, you are my teacher, my best friend. You are my support system, my
rare gem, my heartbeat, my strength, my laughter, my food buddie, my lover, my
prayer partner, the future mother of our 2 kids, my wife, my girlfriend. You are
my helper, my teammate. You are the most beautiful and most amazing lady I have
met and I ask myself what I did or have done to deserve you.
You are everything I didn’t deserve and way more than I
asked God for. I know sometimes I can be annoying and irritating but ever
though you get angry and upset, you are patient with me. I get lost in you all the
time. Your eyes are the only lights that I can let on all the days of my life. Your
lips are addictive and my constant high, I will burn the rehab down if they
should take me there to redeem myself from your lips. Your brains are the
smartest, with the ideas that come from them. Your hands I can hold all day for
the rest of my life. Your body is the most beautiful I have seen. I can stare
at you all day without doing anything else and I will feel satisfied.
This 161 days have been a rollercoaster of emotions but the
best part is this; I will do it again and again with no other person but you. Thank
you for coming into my life and giving it meaning. Thank you for showing me
that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for defining love and
showing me that there is still good in the world. Thank you for seeing me even
when I wanted to stay in the shadows. Thank you for loving me.
Forever and a Year After
M.M.
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